Martyn Barclay

1982 - 2009
LocationEdinburgh
Age26 years
Cause of DeathMurder
Date of Birth07/05/1982
Date of Death17/01/2009
Visitors7,665 since 21/01/2009
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Night night Martyn, you didn't deserve to leave this world so soon, life is so unfair, yours was
wasted by someone elses fault, not yours.
My heart is breaking for your mum, my sister, your dad David.
Your little boy Michael has lost a loving daddy, Alana and Billy are missing their brother so much.
Your grandparents miss you so much and all your cousins, aunts and uncle's think of you every single
day.

I'd like to thank all you lovely ladies for the tributes and candles lit for my nephew, it warms my
heart all your kind words, they means so much to me.

Thank you all your messages, Martyn has finally gone to rest in peace, he had a wonderful send off
to which I thank each and every one.
Alana you were a star, you know what I mean, so young but you took everything to heart and made
everything possible, you are a very strong young girl with a heart of gold.


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There is a beautiful garden,
In a far away land,
Where God and this sweet angel
Walk hand in hand,
How lucky God is
To have such a treasure
Take care of this angel Lord,
Forever and ever .LOVE MARGO XXX

THINKING OF YOU ALL.XX

Margo Todd (GTS Friend) July 19, 2009

︽☆︽ TIME TO FOLD YOUR ANGEL WINGS ︽☆︽
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.............((............ A ray of sunshine came & went
.............) \........... A beautiful treasure only lent
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︽☆︽ SWEET ANGEL ︽☆︽ SWEET DREAMS ︽☆︽
Lots of Love margo xxx

Margo Todd (GTS Friend) July 7, 2009

We are touched by Angels
and walk where Angels tread.
They will guide us and walk beside us
through the days ahead.
In our hours of darkness
when our dreams have flown,
they bring hope & gentle healing.
We are not alone.
In our times of doubting,
still they understand.
and for ever touched by Angels,
We walk hand in hand.
love sally xxx

Sally Cranswick July 7, 2009

♥ A Shade of Sadness. ♥


In comes the darkness to my soul
even as I sit in the early morning sun,
the distant sounds of the living
seem far removed from the fogginess of my mind.

In the stillness of the house
which seems quieter than quiet,
time seems to pass too slowly.

A feeling of being outside myself
looking back into an empty shell
of the person I used to be.

I cry for my former self.
That person I once liked and enjoyed.
She is gone.
A loss within a loss, within a loss.

A heaviness in my heart,
the weight of a million tears.
Drowning my emotions,
mixing and swirling in a pool of despair.
Ugly hateful despair.

A sadness so deep and heavy
leaving the body tired and used,
I feel I could sleep,
sleep for a thousand years and never wake up.

A thousand years will not change a thing.
You would still not be here.
What to believe, I don't know.
I just don't know. My soul is lost.

I know not which way to turn.
Where to look,

I feel helpless,
helpless to help my self,
annoyed with the daily things of life I must do.

I don't care, not anymore.
The world could fall upon it's knees
it would not matter,
I am too shrouded in the darkness of my world
that spins ever out of control,
directing my emotions
with no warning as to what feelings
will be brought upon me next.

There is guilt, another weight to bear.
Those who are with me, who I love and love me,
they need me, but I am not ready.
I hold them back at arms length,
I am not ready,
their demands draw on what strength I have left.
For that I am sorry,
but I cannot help bringing on the emotional distance.
There is a need to protect myself,
but from what I am not sure.

There is anger.
Anger that occasionally swells within me.
There is no direction into which to fling this anger.
It is a new and different type of anger
not one I am familiar with and it disturbs me.
It makes me afraid.

I try to be strong. For you, and only you.
I try to think what you would have me do.

I know you would want me to live my life.
To continue on. It is not an easy task, not at all.

Some days I can go out
and meet the world with vigor and say I do this for you.

Some days I must crawl into my shell
and hide from the world that has been so cruel to me.
I am trying.

The days are filled with thoughts of you,
and should I find myself not thinking of you,
I gasp for fear that I am forgetting you.

I have learned to value life, you have taught me this.
To see the beauty in each day given to me,
even through this veil of sad darkness.
I know it is there waiting for me.

Someday the sadness will lift
and I will only think of you
with a smile and warmness in my heart.
My love for you will always be there
that shall never pass
and I hope somehow you know this too.

Your memory is only a heartbeat away.
I shall always love,
I shall always long for you,
I shall always wish to have you back.
And I shall live -- if only for you.


WITH ALL MY LOVE, I WILL BE GONE FOR 2 WEEKS,ANTHONY'S GIRLFRIEND IS COMING TO VISIT ME, TILL JULY 24. TILL THEN ALL OUR BEAUTIFUL ANGELS WILL BE IN MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS. LOVE GLORIA ANTHONY'S MOM XOXO

Gloria Anthony'S Mom (GTS Friend) July 6, 2009

thinking of u

Up in the sky our angels sleep
The beautiful angels
that we wanted to keep

As we sit here all alone
we think of only you
We think of how we love you
And how much we miss you too

We miss you like crazy
We sometimes think we are going mad
We simply can’t stop thinking
Of the beautiful angel we had

The minutes feel like hours
Hours feel like days
The clock is ticking so slowly
Since the day you went away

We know life goes on without you
We do try to get through
But life will never be as nice
As life was when we had you
love always sally xxx

Sally Cranswick July 3, 2009

☆ ♥ 30TH JUNE. 2009. ☆ ♥

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Jude Swaddle June 30, 2009

big smiles for you

hey Martyn, finally you can be with all of those who passed before you. Know that she is caught and will pay

hugsss
xxxxxxxxxxxxx

Elaine Magnus (Aunt) June 29, 2009

♥ 28TH JUNE 2009 ♥

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♥ A ROCKING CHAIR IN HEAVEN.... SO TAKE IT EASY

TODAY AND HAVE A PEACEFUL SUNDAY,LOVE ALWAYS,

JUDE.X ♥

Jude Swaddle June 28, 2009

MOTHER AND CHILDS BOND

The Cord

We are connected, my child and I,
by an invisible cord not seen by the eye.
It's not like the cord that connected us 'till birth,
this cord can't be seen by anyone on earth.
This cord does its work, right from the start,
it bonds us together, attached at the heart.
I know that its there though no one can see,
the invisible cord, from my child to me.
The strength of this cord, it's hard to describe.
it can't be destroyed, it can't be denied.
It's stronger than any cord, man could create,
it withstands the tests, can hold any weight.
And though you are gone, not here with me,
the cord is still there, but no one can see.
It pulls at my heart, I am bruised....I am sore,
but this cord is my lifeline, as never before.
I am thankful that God connected this way,
a mother and a child, death can't take it away!

All my Love. Try to Have a wonderful weekend. Love Gloria Anthony's Mom xoxo

Gloria Anthony'S Mom (GTS Friend) June 26, 2009

You were a precious gift from God above,
so much beauty, grace and love.
You touched our hearts in so many ways,
your smile so bright even on the bad days.
You heard God's whisper calling you home,
you didn't want to go and leave us alone.
You loved us so much, you held on tight,
till all the stregnth was gone and you could no longer fight.
He had called your name,
you knew you couldn't make him wait anymore.
So you gave your hand to God and slowly drifted away,
knowing that with our love we will be together again some day.

MISS YOU ANGEL XXXXXXXXXX

Irene June 26, 2009
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